No right words

Hello there. I have sad news: my boyfriend died in cancer almost 4 weeks ago. It's so tragic. I'm trying to survive; treat the anxiety, sorrow and the feeling of loneliness. I miss him so much every single day. I love him! <3 R.I.P. dear Markus <3

"There's no right words" a therapist said to me just days after his death. It's such a personal loss. No one else knew him as I did.

Here's a song I've listened to the past few days. It's very sad but means much for me. It doesn't make me happy, but it gives me some kind of understanding and consolation when I think of Markus. You're in my heart, always, my love! <3