Driving, Diary and Dondition - No, I mean Condition! ;)

Today I've been driving in the traffic with my teacher. It was my fourth time sitting in front of the steering wheel. I felt very nervous before the lesson, 'cause I haven't been driving since last week of December. But it went very well, yay! :D I was totally focused on driving and had no time making eye contact with the teacher (the last mentioned was unusual). I'll have my next lesson in two days.

I'm impressed that I've been writing my (dear) diary almost every day since New Years Eve. How have I found the time to write every night? I don't know. Probably I've just got less time to sleep, hehe :) One of my very best friends writes every night in her diary and she's been doing it for years! Cool huh? I've wondered how she can manage to do it, but I think it becomes a routine after a while. A routine that would be a disappointment to break. The advantage comes later; it's nice to check what happened at which time of the life. For example if there's been trouble at some point, it can be easy to solve it if I've been writing down my thoughts.

Mentally I've felt well lately, physically not really. I've had the weird pain in my stomach and back brief moments at least twice a week. I've been so desperate, that I've borrowed a book about chronic pain. I don't know if I'm gonna read it, but let's see. Painkillers don't seem to help, neither doctors; they don't know what's wrong with me. Frustrating! :( My condition seems to be great, but it feels not like that. Maybe it's just my stupid way of reacting on stress; I stress about stuff and about having pain and the result is that I get more pain. It's complicated, I don't know what to believe...

I've finally learned to properly post a Youtube video here! My friend showed me that, thanks :)
Here's a great song that I love, it's groovy and the lyrics has a message. It's the "one life" that means so much to me too :)