One Life Live It: What makes me happy?

Hi there! "Long time no see". Oh my, I haven't written here in a long time. And one of my friends noted that too. I know I promised to write more on the blog, ups... But I'm kind of back now. Even though I haven't written here, I've been writing on the computer a story about a girl. Not about me, of course not, but a story anyway. I don't know if it's ever going to be a story that ends up becoming a book, but who knows? :)

Anyway, how am I doing now? Good, but at the same time I'm sick. You know, I have a flu. But I'm in a moment of happiness. And I don't even know why. I think the film I saw and the music I'm listening to are affecting my existence.

I'm not glad about sitting inside the whole day, but I'm so happy about other things. I'm so happy about being here, having so many opportunities in life. I'm still searching for what I want to do in life, 'cause I want to do something I love. Right know it feels like being with and taking care of children is what I want to work with. I know I want to be creative too, because if I stop doing it, something inside me may die. I'm not a great artist, no, no. But I like to do something with my hands that makes me happy, even if others doesn't understand the greatness of things I create. I would of course be glad if some of my work would touch someones' heart.

I just saw the film "P.S. I love you" (2007) with Hilary Swank and Gerard Butler. I've seen it before and I remembered it as a very, very sad movie. And romantic of course. But this time, it actually touched me in a certain way. I've never lost a person I love that much as Holly loved her husband in this film. But still, I understand that a great loss is not easy to overcome. And the sweet thing is that he (her husband) helped her with continuing her life. I recommend this film, but it makes you cry, a lot. So be prepared! I cried and I was happy I was alone at home, I didn't need to feel ashamed of my emotional scene ;)

Please watch this film! I hope you feel the same happiness as I do right now. And yeah, after the film, listen to some music you love. I love the soundtracks from this film (you find it on Spotify), so I listen to them right now and smile. Yes, I stopped crying already! :D And if you don't want to watch it, read the book instead, it's also great!